be happy and smile at everyone :)

Sunday, December 27, 2009

ok very long never blog already so ya,

erm been damn sad this few days of christmas,

i dont feel the family christmas spirit anymore,

this is the first year i did not spend christmas with my dad,

first time did not get a hug from anyone on christmas,

first time that i have felt so sad and empty in my life,

hiaz really miss all the good time my family used to have,

if i were to have one wish i will wish for my family to stay together forever,

how i wish my family so apart,

now my mum dont like my aunt,my aunt dont like my uncle,

so ya you see the family is so broken now,

plus my mum hate my dad to the core,

haiz i really need someone shoulder to cry on and hear me out,

i really can't stand all the fight,all the quarrel,

how i wish my family is one big happy family,

like most of my other friend,u know i really envy them have such loving mum and dad,

but they just dont know how to treasure that,

omg i am crying,

haiz what to do i really need someone to comfort me,

haiz but better not ba its seem that it going to get worst for me,

i really wish someone would just come and comfort me. T_T

but on the bright side there are other people better than me.

finale.
1:27 AM

Friday, December 18, 2009

hi all hows life at your end?

my really sux for the past 1 month,

whooooo u know u my parents cannot stop fighting with each other,

whooo they are like cats and dogs,

everytime see each other they will fight,

even in the middle of the night when i am sleep,

haiz my parent really going to make our neighbors call the police,

haiz life really sux now how i wish i can just change place with someone with a better life for just 1 day that will make me happy,

o well life will have its up and down,

and sometimes bad things happen first before good thing,

so ya tomorrow going to east coast for a church bbq so ya,

must go there see the star at night and just let me sadness go away.

finale.
12:34 AM

Friday, December 4, 2009

hmmmm ao long never blog,

idk what to write,

let me think monday,

o ya monday played soccer,

tuesday played soccer also,

wedensday also played soccer,

erm yesterday stayed at home,

today also,

tomorrow got some meeting in church,

sunday also go so like damn sian,

erm next week i like going to be pack cause of rugby training for club and all,

so ya nothing to say goodnight

finale.
11:28 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

its like 1am in the morning and i am still awake,

nothing to do so i blog,

erm wednesday went chom chom to eat,

than thursday got my new phone,

and today went out with my family and buy stuff,

erm tomorrow going church,

sunday got to go for some catechist meeting,

monday dont know doing what,

tuesday also hahaha,

not to talk about so ya bb

finale.
1:03 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

its 11.14pm and i damn bored so i am blogging,

tomorrow going out with the crew but maybe ariel not going sian,

and i think its like going to be damn sian,

playing lan for 3 hours and than go bowling,

shit man i want to play pool i so long never play already,

erm i kind of sick right now idk y,

not going training on thursday cause i want to get my new phone asap,

its the new sony Ericsson phone YARI,

haiz sian got myself involved in the church catechist shit la i dont think i have the time,

i hope tomorrow i like dont suddenly emo,

haiz i dont get someone as he is sad because of a guy,

come on la a guy wtf,

haiz i get people now a days they like want to change themself,

y do u guys want to change yourself,

haiz i really now damn piss of with this people,

and got some people act like some other people,

but i like not going to care as like they have no life,

time are changes and i really want to people i love to be themself,

so ya and if like u are feeling down u can like sms i will cheer u up:)

o pls tag my tagbox its like dead

finale.
11:14 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

haiz i know everyone is feeling down and really sad,

i can understand but u people no need to emo all,

pls dont emo as its stupid,

as people will like dont like u and stuff like that,

and the worst thing is that u hurt yourself more,

so ya dont eno if u are feeling low u also can sms me i always can cheer u up,

and pls dont slash yourself as like,

the pain will not go away with more pain,

ok so be happy and relax as i will always be here

finale.
9:40 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

whooo i am confirmed,

but regret that never ask that someone her no.,

and regret never got close to the cat class people,

but it was weird today as like everyone said:when u get confirm u may see a light,

and i like did see it and its like damn warm and nice feeling,

but yeah that the weird part,haiz shit la never got her no.

hmm tomorrow soccer match sure can win,

but still hiaz,

come on justin stop think all the stuff and go on,

wow got a meeting for YAC next sunday hmm should i go?

i think i see how whether i got time,

ok i am like half happy half sad as like got someone who like me,

who i dont even know as they dont one tell me,

sua la if she really like me she will come personal find me.

ok nothing to say except congrats everyone who got confirmed!!!!!!!!!!!!

finale.
10:18 PM