Monday, June 29, 2009
hmmmmm tomorrow going out with ariel hmmm she coming tomorrow what to do shit la sure something happen sian la but ariel say maybe so must not have high hope so we will se what happen tomorrow i hope i can get closer to her hmmmmmmmmm
finale.
8:09 PM
8:09 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
hi so long never write beacuse i did not know i have a blog o well i still cannot for get the con camp sian, is partly beacuse of the bad stuff that happen it all started on the first day seeing someone so happy but yet sad in one way or another it was all find till at night i got the scared of my life seeing stufff that i should not say as is damn scary. but the day that spoil my mood was the next day at night it was reading letter from family and teachers it was ok till i saw something that really broke my heart and it was seeing her cry heart out but it was the fact that when i cry no one did care for me i was all on my own crying at one dark staircase but the most F up thing was to see a freaking friend of my get all the attention and on top of that it got worst when i saw him get damn close to her is was so F up that i nearly went there and punch him in the face but i did not or not what she will think of me.but up till now i still cannot get over that she care more for my friend than me hmmmmmmm i think i have no chance at all to get her what should i do and now cannot stop thinking of what happen screw myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so if i have been emo i am sorry and dont blame me k o and the person name is just beside the arrow-------------->vanessa o must highlight to see hehehehe
finale.
4:14 PM
4:14 PM