Thursday, September 24, 2009
i like about to breakdown soon with a the thing that happening,
and i really want to cry it out,
but i blog now is that i feel i have been taking alot of people for granted,
i took johnathan for granted when he was there for me all the time,
i took ariel for granted when all he want to do is to help,
i took danial for granted when he also got to put up with my emo days,
i took alexandra for granted when all the time i emo and she will be there for me,
i took john for granted when i was too angry he will always be there to cheer me up and help me,
i took samuel for granted when i am piss he will always be there to wake me up,
i took nicholas for granted when the time i was not with ariel they all he was there for me,
i took my grandma for granted when she is the only one who really take care of me,
i took my bro for granted when he the one guiding me to the right path,
i took my mum for granted when i keep scolding her when i was angry and make her really sad,
i took my dad for granted when i thought he was a bad person but in fact his the one who was supporting me from the back,
these are the people i took for granted and they are closest to me,
and i dont want them to go away from when i really need them now,
i now on the verge of crying ,
listerning to my father says those word really make my heart sank and broke into pieces,
and the word he say was my grandma live was because of me or not she will just go and move on,
i really love my grandma and ya i am crying now,
and i dont want my family to break away.
and too all the people i took for granted i am sorry.
and i really want to cry it out,
but i blog now is that i feel i have been taking alot of people for granted,
i took johnathan for granted when he was there for me all the time,
i took ariel for granted when all he want to do is to help,
i took danial for granted when he also got to put up with my emo days,
i took alexandra for granted when all the time i emo and she will be there for me,
i took john for granted when i was too angry he will always be there to cheer me up and help me,
i took samuel for granted when i am piss he will always be there to wake me up,
i took nicholas for granted when the time i was not with ariel they all he was there for me,
i took my grandma for granted when she is the only one who really take care of me,
i took my bro for granted when he the one guiding me to the right path,
i took my mum for granted when i keep scolding her when i was angry and make her really sad,
i took my dad for granted when i thought he was a bad person but in fact his the one who was supporting me from the back,
these are the people i took for granted and they are closest to me,
and i dont want them to go away from when i really need them now,
i now on the verge of crying ,
listerning to my father says those word really make my heart sank and broke into pieces,
and the word he say was my grandma live was because of me or not she will just go and move on,
i really love my grandma and ya i am crying now,
and i dont want my family to break away.
and too all the people i took for granted i am sorry.
finale.
8:50 PM
8:50 PM