be happy and smile at everyone :)

Saturday, November 28, 2009

its like 1am in the morning and i am still awake,

nothing to do so i blog,

erm wednesday went chom chom to eat,

than thursday got my new phone,

and today went out with my family and buy stuff,

erm tomorrow going church,

sunday got to go for some catechist meeting,

monday dont know doing what,

tuesday also hahaha,

not to talk about so ya bb

finale.
1:03 AM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

its 11.14pm and i damn bored so i am blogging,

tomorrow going out with the crew but maybe ariel not going sian,

and i think its like going to be damn sian,

playing lan for 3 hours and than go bowling,

shit man i want to play pool i so long never play already,

erm i kind of sick right now idk y,

not going training on thursday cause i want to get my new phone asap,

its the new sony Ericsson phone YARI,

haiz sian got myself involved in the church catechist shit la i dont think i have the time,

i hope tomorrow i like dont suddenly emo,

haiz i dont get someone as he is sad because of a guy,

come on la a guy wtf,

haiz i get people now a days they like want to change themself,

y do u guys want to change yourself,

haiz i really now damn piss of with this people,

and got some people act like some other people,

but i like not going to care as like they have no life,

time are changes and i really want to people i love to be themself,

so ya and if like u are feeling down u can like sms i will cheer u up:)

o pls tag my tagbox its like dead

finale.
11:14 PM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

haiz i know everyone is feeling down and really sad,

i can understand but u people no need to emo all,

pls dont emo as its stupid,

as people will like dont like u and stuff like that,

and the worst thing is that u hurt yourself more,

so ya dont eno if u are feeling low u also can sms me i always can cheer u up,

and pls dont slash yourself as like,

the pain will not go away with more pain,

ok so be happy and relax as i will always be here

finale.
9:40 PM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

whooo i am confirmed,

but regret that never ask that someone her no.,

and regret never got close to the cat class people,

but it was weird today as like everyone said:when u get confirm u may see a light,

and i like did see it and its like damn warm and nice feeling,

but yeah that the weird part,haiz shit la never got her no.

hmm tomorrow soccer match sure can win,

but still hiaz,

come on justin stop think all the stuff and go on,

wow got a meeting for YAC next sunday hmm should i go?

i think i see how whether i got time,

ok i am like half happy half sad as like got someone who like me,

who i dont even know as they dont one tell me,

sua la if she really like me she will come personal find me.

ok nothing to say except congrats everyone who got confirmed!!!!!!!!!!!!

finale.
10:18 PM

Saturday, November 14, 2009

erm going to post once a week now,

ok lets start from monday,

went out with gank go out to celebrate DK birthday,

we went to plaza sing to play lan for 3 hours,

than go to vivo for dinner and a movie,

the show is "sister slippers" the show is sad but not my kind of show,

than went to taunt at yong chong house till next afternoon,

tuesday went to compass for lunch with ryan,jonthan and leon,

after lunch go to comic connection to get DK birthday present,

wednesday got soccer match at upper court filed,

play against the sec 2 again,

won them 2-0 first half,but in the second half we anyhow play and lost 5-3,

thursday when for rugby training and it was tiring and got myself injured,

friday got training for soccer match on monday,

today its time to have self reflection,

tomorrow none of my friend coming to support me for my confirmation,

erm my leg hurt like shit now so ya i think i will be limbing around,

haiz nothing much to say already just sad no one coming :(

finale.
9:09 PM

Saturday, November 7, 2009

haiz life sux really sux,as it is a roller coaster for this past weeks,

there are bad and good thing but mostly are bad, bad thing:1.friend sometimes are really F up

2.people are really F up eveytime

3.no one to go to when i really need to let it out

4.parents and family really are useless as none of them are really there for me

5.really feel that i am not welcome at anywhere

6.really hard to find the person who listen to my problem and help me

7.parents are always fighting cause of money and the family is sooner or later will break apart

8.they will not want to talk to me

good thing:1.found people who are nice towards me

2.got a few people who i can help me when i need them

3.found out that the stars are really nice when u are damn sad

4.saw a person worst than me so feel damn lucky

5.got a person who really understand me

6.stop thinking about but still wish that they talk to me

7.the sky is very nice when there is a rainbow after all the misery rain

that what i have learn this pasts week,

ok nothing to say so goodnight everyone.

finale.
10:20 PM

Monday, November 2, 2009

hmmm today i am like damn piss at myself,
i dont know y i feel like punching myself in the face,
arrrr damn angry FUCK la,
maybe because people like dont have faith in me,
shit la y am i so angry all of the sudden,
hmmm need to go to the beach and relax,
and take my mind of thing and just do some searching for my true self,
haiz i dont know what to do now,
so piss at myself for nuts,
arrrr time to let it on the wall.

finale.
10:52 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

ok so tired now zzzz feel like sleeping,
today gym was very sad,
cannot lift my old standard weight,
now i am like lifting 5kg per hand wtf,
that damn bad for a rugby player,
die la some more got SCC 7 this coming friday shit la,
tomorrow got training,
than after that got match,
wa sian sure damn bloody tired,
haiz 2 more week till my confirmation,
not sure weather i ready or not,
sian la no one come support me sad la,
ok going to sleep now erm will post when have the time.
GOODNIGHT EVERYONE

finale.
10:07 PM