be happy and smile at everyone :)

Sunday, December 27, 2009

ok very long never blog already so ya,

erm been damn sad this few days of christmas,

i dont feel the family christmas spirit anymore,

this is the first year i did not spend christmas with my dad,

first time did not get a hug from anyone on christmas,

first time that i have felt so sad and empty in my life,

hiaz really miss all the good time my family used to have,

if i were to have one wish i will wish for my family to stay together forever,

how i wish my family so apart,

now my mum dont like my aunt,my aunt dont like my uncle,

so ya you see the family is so broken now,

plus my mum hate my dad to the core,

haiz i really need someone shoulder to cry on and hear me out,

i really can't stand all the fight,all the quarrel,

how i wish my family is one big happy family,

like most of my other friend,u know i really envy them have such loving mum and dad,

but they just dont know how to treasure that,

omg i am crying,

haiz what to do i really need someone to comfort me,

haiz but better not ba its seem that it going to get worst for me,

i really wish someone would just come and comfort me. T_T

but on the bright side there are other people better than me.

finale.
1:27 AM

Friday, December 18, 2009

hi all hows life at your end?

my really sux for the past 1 month,

whooooo u know u my parents cannot stop fighting with each other,

whooo they are like cats and dogs,

everytime see each other they will fight,

even in the middle of the night when i am sleep,

haiz my parent really going to make our neighbors call the police,

haiz life really sux now how i wish i can just change place with someone with a better life for just 1 day that will make me happy,

o well life will have its up and down,

and sometimes bad things happen first before good thing,

so ya tomorrow going to east coast for a church bbq so ya,

must go there see the star at night and just let me sadness go away.

finale.
12:34 AM

Friday, December 4, 2009

hmmmm ao long never blog,

idk what to write,

let me think monday,

o ya monday played soccer,

tuesday played soccer also,

wedensday also played soccer,

erm yesterday stayed at home,

today also,

tomorrow got some meeting in church,

sunday also go so like damn sian,

erm next week i like going to be pack cause of rugby training for club and all,

so ya nothing to say goodnight

finale.
11:28 PM