be happy and smile at everyone :)

Sunday, December 27, 2009

ok very long never blog already so ya,

erm been damn sad this few days of christmas,

i dont feel the family christmas spirit anymore,

this is the first year i did not spend christmas with my dad,

first time did not get a hug from anyone on christmas,

first time that i have felt so sad and empty in my life,

hiaz really miss all the good time my family used to have,

if i were to have one wish i will wish for my family to stay together forever,

how i wish my family so apart,

now my mum dont like my aunt,my aunt dont like my uncle,

so ya you see the family is so broken now,

plus my mum hate my dad to the core,

haiz i really need someone shoulder to cry on and hear me out,

i really can't stand all the fight,all the quarrel,

how i wish my family is one big happy family,

like most of my other friend,u know i really envy them have such loving mum and dad,

but they just dont know how to treasure that,

omg i am crying,

haiz what to do i really need someone to comfort me,

haiz but better not ba its seem that it going to get worst for me,

i really wish someone would just come and comfort me. T_T

but on the bright side there are other people better than me.

finale.
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